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Pleas...
 Its been a while since i've blogged because i didnt thought i had anything to say or messages to convey. Right now it feels like the whole world's tumbling and i'm the one lifting it up. My stomach's churning, my heart's aching.. god knows how terrible i feel right now.. This morning i glanced down from the 9th floor of a hdb flat. I thought to myself : "would it hurt?" I thought to myself wearing a hopeless lift at the edge of my lips : "what could hurt more than what i'm feeling now?" The feeling of hapless despair and being alone seem to overwhelm me so much that i couldn comprehend what i was thinking and what i should actually do next. I really love you, please come back to me... even if you dont have anymore feelings for me, if you could just return to my side nothing else matters no more.. If you're seeing this by any chance, treat this as a desperate callout from me to you. This may make me sound very much like a loser, but I really need you.... i'm afraid to live on without you.. Sunday 1st june 9am..
Phew started bloggin after a few months after someone told me to haiz quite lazy ah.. Kinda lik nothin to write or post about, so i'm jus gonna 'anyhow' write ah hahz K la updated my music and posts le Nothin much anymore well.. bye bye ba heex Sunday 30march 805am...
So many things happened and i dont know what to say.... It's not your fault though i think the problem lies with me... I know i hav to face with this someday though i tried very hard not to.. I guess things jus cant really turn out the way you want it to sometimes. as long as you're happy... Sorry seems needless, when nothin else matters no more... Saturday 29march 1105pm...
Hmm today was long but short leh haiz.. at least got to spend time on meaningful things lik 'studying' ah(; But the day went past pretty fast though..jus lik usual hmm hope i can confiscate mr time's wings ah stop flyin! Well today was great la k? got alot of pictures too heheheh zhuan dao ah(; And somethin nearly happened in the bus too oopz(; Hahz anyway endin my post here le funny right?talk so little.. but sui bian lo it's alright ah hahz Thanz for pei ing me(; xie xie(; Sunday 16march 240am...
Well the borin part of the weekend had to come... Sunday>>Lesson day... Nothin much to say... Sorry for making you cry over and over again... And thanks for stayin with me when i needed you to..(; Saturday 15march 946am...
Mornin everyone! its early in the mornin woke up earlier than this but didn feel like blogging.. well havin my theory external exams this afternoon and i'm not prepared for it zzz hope everythin turns out good? hahz can de la.. Yep yepz well..goin to mug a little on theory le(; Bye eveyone(; Sunday 9march 840am...
Its early in the mornin! Well lots of things happened yesterday.. Touched a little bit of mep project yesterday then went on in the night(; But now..i'm stuck with lessons again! tuition, theory and then violin again zzz not lik someone else huh Never mind wo ren the day'll soon b over i suppose hahz so...wish me luck! Last night was short but memorable...(; |
Born on 12 of oct 1992
Libra(;
Pretty slacky person who loves lofting around and mocking other people..
hahz what can i say? I love these!!
Adeline Chin yu Claire Camy Cherlyn Eeron Jasmine Huijun Huishia Michelle(; My sis (real life..) Pangyi Rachel Ruiling Weigin Yanning My Class!! 3Hm.. |
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